I'm not surprised. That hole will not be fuckable for some time or at least not for an enjoyable fuck. You can't take that much trauma and be able to grab hold of a cock well. You are correct; completely ruined
Hijo de puta , ojala te lo hicieran a ti y te rompieran el puto culo gilipollas... Los tíos como tú agresivos y que se aprovechan de la gente me dan asco...